Thank you, they are full of happiness whenever I look at her.
I’m great. I’m just missing home and my baby. How are you?
Because at the golden temple, which is a Sikh believers/practicers’ worship place. And there, you are ought to be modest wearing long pants/skirts and covering your hair. Also, we had to take off both our shoes and socks, which resulted in making me walk on my tip toes for two hours and a half, and in the entrance we had to pass by an ankle deep pool to wash our feet and we could not, not do that. To me it was “oh interesting but disgusting” I wonder how many infections and viruses I’ll take with me back home.
Haha, here you go. You hit the gold mine this time! I included a timeline of us in photos together….because I seriously adore this guy and it made me so happy to look at all these photos again. Hope you don’t mind. :)
We started out two little silly pies.
And then we met as those awkward 11 and 12 year olds
And then I started liking him back….and he asked my dad’s permission to take me to homecoming and give me my first kiss. I was 16 and he was 15. We were definitely awkward here. :)
And then he turned 16 and I turned 17 the next year :)
And then the next year when I turned 18 and he turned 17 :)
Then we went overseas together and we decided we knew marriage was in the future.
And then I cut my hair all off and turned 19 and graduated with my AA and went away to college
And then I figured out how madly in love with Ryan I was and came home and he graduated college and my hair started getting long again
And then Ryan went away at school and was poor and lived in his car for a while and I used to drive to meet him at Starbucks an hour away and we fell in love all over again in that little Starbucks and it was wonderful.
And then he proposed when he was 19 and I was 20
and then we got married on the most beautiful day of my life… only a few months later…..because, in our hearts, we knew we were always meant to be together since we were 12 years old.
and now we are married and it was the greatest decision we ever made.
and there’s is the beginning of our adventure together. (and if you’re still following me after this ridiculous overload of Chelsie & Ryan photos, I will love you forever :)
OH MY GOD!
She continues to blow my mind. She’s so bright and impressive. How she plans wisely for her future, how successful she is in her career, how she kicks her masters’ ass.
Seems like she has it all figured out. So, why’d she do that one mistake of choosing me? Why am I in her life? I don’t even know what I want or who I want to be.
I wish that if she’d leave, she’d just leave now before it becomes harder on me and us.
Lei: sei bellissima. Hai un bel fisico.
Io: grazie, anche te.
Lei: sei fidanzata?
Io: si si
Lei: davvero?!! Posso vedere sua foto?
Io: certo. *inviato una fotto*
Lei: è bella..
Io: si, lei è incredibile e bellissima!
Suddenly I remembered how difficult it is to be with her. How we are constantly lying to everybody telling them we are just friends. Faking a boyfriend for her and another for me.
Suddenly I remembered how almost impossible it might get for us to actually manage to travel across the borders to live together.
Suddenly I remembered that if I married a gay guy, that would probably mean that I won’t be able to marry her ever.
Suddenly I remembered that she is my sweet secret. The secret I love so much.
*does the happy dance*
You are officially the most loyal follower/friend/fan.
Aww thank you (‘: